HOW WOULD YOU FEEL ?

Publié le par Clairy

I had the feeling I was appreciated. I had the feeling I was more than appreciated. I had the feeling I had support. I had the feeling I was trusted. I had the feeling I had friends. I had the feeling I was their friends. I had the feeling I was happy. I had the feeling I was someone. And because of that I had the feeling I could succeed. But these were not feelings, they were facts.

Now,

How would you feel if the only fun you could have was gone, if the only support you could have was gone? How would you feel if your best friend decided to ignore you, if your two best friends decided to ignore you? How would you feel if it was not two, but three or four or even more? How would you feel if above that you didn’t even know why? How would you feel if one day, without any reason, everyone ignored you? How would you feel if besides their shown indifference you had to face them everyday? How would you feel if you were not even able to get the slightest glimpse of a reason? How would you feel if even when you were trying to get one, it was ending nowhere? How would you feel if then the only thing left you had was your studies? Would you feel into it? Would your mind feel into it? Wouldn’t your mind be obsessed by finding an answer? Would your mind keep thinking that you must have done something wrong? How would you feel if the only thing wrong was that you were a girl? How would you feel if you had the impression to be a ghost among beings? How would you feel if you were invisible? How would you feel if you were living with ghosts? How would you feel if you then hated them all but loved all the shared memories? And how hell can you live everyday with these same guys that haunt all your nice memories but are real devils ?
 

If you can answer these questions, then you know how I felt last year … and how I still feel sometimes, looking back. And the truth is that I don’t know how I feel …

Je m’excuse que l’article soit en anglais, mais c’est sorti comme ça … la langue de la déprime peut-être … Et puis bon il à pas l'air si difficile à comprendre !

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